Oct 8 2017

Oct 8 2017

Thanksgiving

“Avoid becoming the product of environment, when environment is meant to become a product of you.”  Bentinho Masaro

It’s a beautiful quote and my spirit took advantage of this permission slip.  It’s also rather poignant cause most of us would gather with family or friends at Thanksgiving time.  It’s a time when we all face our environment, in guise as our family and friends.  Inorder for environment to become a product of me, I must first determine what’s mine and what’s not mine.  It is not an easy task to do of cause.  Because on some level everyone and everything are a part of me.  It is a connuncdrum.

Meditation was not easy today.  I’m having trouble extricating me from my environment.  I want connection with my higher self and my ego wants to remember if I have ingredients to make fish stew for dinner.  I only have one small can of tomato paste, may be I should use a bechamel sauce instead of tomato sauce etc….   Perhaps I need to go higher so instead of the 5th Dimension I connected to the 7th.  It worked.  My head seem to feel less of a burden on my kneck and shoulder.  Then the question popped into my head, what’s going on with my kneck and shoulder, what’s the story there?  I go up to the 9th Dimension to find out more about this.  It was my first lover.  I was devastated when the affair fell apart.  I created a lot of stories and programs about myself and relationships at that time.  We have met before in previous life times.  I could see myself in a battle field the last time we met etc….  I thank him for the experience and proceeded to clean up our karma.  I let go of wanting anything more from our stories toghether.  I let go of looking for love from him, I let go of wanting anything from our encounters.  Next time we meet we can start fresh.

I need to go  higher, I want to get more familiar with who I truly am without all these stories.  I connected to the 13th Dimension.  Here I have no name.  It’s a profound peace to not be limited by a name.

 

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